Yes, there is still a question mark in the title after the word pregnant. However, I did take my first test today and it turned out negative! I am going to take the second test on Friday morning because today was the very earliest I could take a test and just to be sure of the answer I’m going to wait a couple of days to test again.
Don’t get too excited just yet. I’ve said that to myself over and over again.
The thing is…even though this is absolutely not the way I would choose to bring my child into this world, if it is how my child comes into the world, then it is what it is. No matter how or with whom I have a child, I will love it and strive to be the best mom I can be.
But for real…I went out and got me some condoms and you better believe that my go-to-line is going to be “don’t be silly, wrap the willy.” Because I’m not trying to be in this situation again. Ok, maybe I won’t say it quite like that, but you get it. I’m allergic to latex. Super great, right? Well, Target sells latex-free condoms now! And the Heaven’s rejoiced! Because of the fact that I’m allergic, I think it’s fair that I provide my own condoms from time to time.
But also…maybe I won’t be joining in on our “hookup culture” after all. Some people can handle it, and some cannot. I guess I am one of those who just can’t quite vibe with that part of our generation. After the super bad bladder infection and me still not being completely sure if I am pregnant or not, I don’t think it’s quite worth it.
Though sometimes I think about the sex and I’m like “shooo who cares! let’s do it again!” Haha…no. I’m going to need the planets to shift a little bit so that this Virgo can get her shit together. I complain about being too analytical and just over-thinking everything…but man, there has to be a balance somewhere, right? Like…sure, throw that caution to the wind! But also, wear a damn condom.
I guess that’s it for now! One more test to take on Friday morning and then hopefully I will feel confident in my answer. Breathing a slight sigh of relief for today though.