Fuck. Today sucks. This week sucks. Hormones.fucking.suck. I’ve known about PMDD (Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder) for years, but never thought I had it, so I didn’t look into it. Some months before I start my period suck balls, but some months aren’t terrible, so I just assumed I wouldn’t have it since it was always so… Continue reading PMDD (Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder)
I’ve written about how I suck with relationships and I never expect any to last, so I just don’t do it and all that shit…but I didn’t understand why I am this way and that I could come up with lots of reasons, but none of them felt right. It finally hit me the other… Continue reading Expectations.
This past Sunday was my 29th birthday! 27 and 28 were some wild rides-I’m looking forward to whatever 29 is going to bring! I went out on Friday night and Saturday night with different groups of friends. Friday night I spent with my hippie loves and Saturday night a mix of many different friends. Friday…not… Continue reading 29! And Rape Culture?
Well, I finally have time/motivation/energy/internet in order to write new post! Life has been so freaking crazy! It’s chilled out a lot now that we’re in September. The day after I wrote my last post we were under a new moon and I spent a lot of time outside at night…I finally felt like I… Continue reading …What Is Happening…
I haven’t been able to sleep lately. I get in bed and my mind is flooded with nonstop thoughts. Every noise in the house seems to be amplified. My heart races and sometimes I can’t hardly catch my breath. What is it with these restless nights? I have to be up by 6:30, so tonight… Continue reading Climb out of the darkness.