*trigger warning: I talk about sexual abuse in this post* It’s a constant battle within my brain to not blame myself for the things he did. I prayed the other night–seeking comfort, but all I felt was guilt. I told myself I didn’t have the right to talk to God about how I felt… Continue reading When You Blame Yourself
*Trigger warning: I discuss sexual abuse in this post* I hate not knowing how to feel…except for numb…that’s mostly what I feel (when it comes to one situation, anyways)… I had blocked something out of my mind several months ago. Thing is–I wrote about it (thanks a lot, past Rae), in detail, the day after… Continue reading When You Don’t Want To Remember.