It’s the silent killer you don’t expect to meet. It tells you you’re worthless and you don’t mean a thing. It walks you down the path of darkness, And it makes you feel: Hopeless… Helpless… Homeless… “Why even try?” It will ask. Then it hands you your “fake-smile” mask. It tells you that no one… Continue reading The Deceiver Named Depression
Fuck. Today sucks. This week sucks. Hormones.fucking.suck. I’ve known about PMDD (Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder) for years, but never thought I had it, so I didn’t look into it. Some months before I start my period suck balls, but some months aren’t terrible, so I just assumed I wouldn’t have it since it was always so… Continue reading PMDD (Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder)
I haven’t been able to sleep lately. I get in bed and my mind is flooded with nonstop thoughts. Every noise in the house seems to be amplified. My heart races and sometimes I can’t hardly catch my breath. What is it with these restless nights? I have to be up by 6:30, so tonight… Continue reading Climb out of the darkness.
The month of August has been a whirlwind. Let. Me. Tell. You. So I knew back in March that Saturn went into retrograde, but I forgot about that, and honestly, I really don’t know much about Saturn retro. Until now. And boy, do I know now. Thankfully, my aunt sent me a text on August… Continue reading What a Whirlwind
When I was 20 years old, depression and anxiety smacked me in the face real hard. I got to a point where I withdrew from everyone and everything. During this time I had decided to take a semester off from the University I was attending. I took a few classes at the local community college… Continue reading How I kicked Anxiety and Depression in the Ass.