Fuck. Today sucks. This week sucks. Hormones.fucking.suck. I’ve known about PMDD (Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder) for years, but never thought I had it, so I didn’t look into it. Some months before I start my period suck balls, but some months aren’t terrible, so I just assumed I wouldn’t have it since it was always so… Continue reading PMDD (Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder)
I haven’t been able to sleep lately. I get in bed and my mind is flooded with nonstop thoughts. Every noise in the house seems to be amplified. My heart races and sometimes I can’t hardly catch my breath. What is it with these restless nights? I have to be up by 6:30, so tonight… Continue reading Climb out of the darkness.
What are a pair of eyes worth when you don’t even live on earth? You were clearly sent from above to steal all of my love. Fly on now with my heart and my soul because I know it was your goal. My body flies lifeless now as you toss me to the ground. While I fell… Continue reading A Beautiful Mess
Feeling unwanted is probably one of the hardest feelings to have to deal with. Loneliness is a killer. Literally. Then having the need to be independent and free makes it really difficult to accept love and a relationship. So is it truly about being unwanted, or is it about not accepting the love that is offered?… Continue reading What is love? Baby don’t hurt me.