You scare me sometimes, PTSD… When you sleep right next to me. I lie there and wonder what happens in your dreams, and who caused these screams. There’s never a night you don’t wake me, As you yell at the “men in the sea”. Everyone is a “piece of shit,” or a “son of a… Continue reading Sleeping With PTSD
I know I haven’t written for a minute, but holy shit is life busy. Between work, schoolwork (which is lagging hardcore right now and I SERIOUSLY have got to get my shit together), and having a social life… So I started working as a psychiatric technician in a local emergency department, and let me tell… Continue reading What Happens When You Lose Your Mind?
When Jane was diagnosed with level one Autism, Andrew decided to read her paper she was given from her psychologist explaining the disorder. We went outside with Todd to smoke as he read it out loud to us. He was so frustrated and said, “this is normal. All of this just explains a normal person.… Continue reading What is normal?
So a couple of months ago, my best friend, Jane, started seeing a new therapist. This therapist questioned her diagnoses of persistent depression disorder, OCD, and ADHD. He asked her, “what if what’s really going on is autism?” She kind of laughed, but was open to taking an assessment. We talked about it often and… Continue reading When Your Best Friend Has Autism.
Fuck. Today sucks. This week sucks. Hormones.fucking.suck. I’ve known about PMDD (Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder) for years, but never thought I had it, so I didn’t look into it. Some months before I start my period suck balls, but some months aren’t terrible, so I just assumed I wouldn’t have it since it was always so… Continue reading PMDD (Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder)
I’ve written about how I suck with relationships and I never expect any to last, so I just don’t do it and all that shit…but I didn’t understand why I am this way and that I could come up with lots of reasons, but none of them felt right. It finally hit me the other… Continue reading Expectations.
I started a new class this week and so far I am loving it and thanking God I am DONE with the last class because it is absolutely the most difficult class of the entire program and I am just praying I ended with a B…I’ve been hanging onto a B the entire course, so… Continue reading My Mother.