When things ended with Mack, we were supposed to stay friends. Hah. Because obviously that works all of the time. I’ve learned SO much from our relationship. Two weeks after things ended I got a text from Todd that it looked like Mack was with someone at the bar…I was going to the bar that… Continue reading Emulate Your Expectations
God it hurts so bad- to lose the one you wish you had. You gave me all of your pretend love- called me your angel from above. I was a Saint and you were my hell- you shoved me back into my shell. You promised you’d hurt me- I just had to wait and see.… Continue reading The Saint Loves the Sinner
I’ve written about how I suck with relationships and I never expect any to last, so I just don’t do it and all that shit…but I didn’t understand why I am this way and that I could come up with lots of reasons, but none of them felt right. It finally hit me the other… Continue reading Expectations.
Haha might sound lame, but I love the sarcastic saying of #thestruggle But anyways… (So in my last post I talked about how a friend of mine who told me she felt like she couldn’t talk to me about what was going on with her and that I wouldn’t care because of what I have… Continue reading The INFJ/INFP Struggle.
Ok, so this week has been a bit stressful for me. Stressing about taking the pregnancy tests, over-thinking a lot of things and not being able to get them out of my mind, trying to focus on school but I was extremely unsuccessful…it was just emotionally draining, to be honest. I almost wrote “tbh” but… Continue reading More Self-Awareness?